13.12.08
psc frenzy

well it's really hard for me to write good essays and personal statements, but i know i want this so i must do a good one in order to qualify for an interview (which will be another headache haha). i realised i should stop talking about my life this few days, jus going out with friends, not thinking much. only thing i realised is the importance of keeping in touch, as today i jus had a sec 2 class gathering. imagine: SEC 2! haha some of them went UK for A's, now already in army. the rest of us are J2s, some can drive even. ok main thing is once u catch up, u realise the differences amongst you, and suddenly u can feel the lack, the gap, the 'moving on' thing. well i know it's part and parcel of life, but meeting once in a while to remind ourselves of these loved ones we care, i believe u can still sustain a wonderful frenship. no it's not about 2-year trends jing! all we have to do is to put in a little bit of effort, then we can have year number 3, number 4 and BEYOND! yea!

anyway the limelight is on the psc statement i have been trying to write. on draft 3 now, but dun really feel inspired by what im crafting. i think i'll stop for today, but i hope i really get something decent tml cuz now it's still in bits and pieces and i dun have much time (deadline's on the 15th). got told off yesterday becos i played a little too much when my teacher came to ask bout my progress, den when i suddenly realised i mayb late then i panicked and went scrambling to look for him, expecting him to be free enough for me. well he's a busy man too, and i do take him for granted most of the times. in fact most of his mentees do. he always comes across as the bad guy but he always have our interest at heart, but we dun understand. becus we can be laidback, ignorant or jus plain stubborn. oh well i really appreciate what we're doing, and i hope all our efforts can be paid off! thereafter i really need to give back something in gratitude!

going to sleep now. really hope tml morning i can produce something great. yea im going to dedicate tml to this now that i have 3 days left. no going out with friends, no exercising. only this! GET IT DONE SOON CALVIN YOU DUN HAVE MUCH TIME! hopefully i'll dream of something i can write.

ah gosh i hate essays.. but if things goes well, mayb i dun have to write one for quite a while!


so long... haiz...

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